lemons

Sometimes in life, when you think that you have finally been able to sort out your life, it suddenly throws you a curveball.

You get caught off guard, and fall flat on your face, cut, bruised, and with your heart in tatters. You think that the situation can't get any worse, but then you find that it actually does. You feel even more sucky, and you want to smash your fist into something, but you just don't know what.

You tell yourself that you can get through it, and that perhaps with time, you might heal. Only to find that you're just kidding yourself, and that for now, you can't.

That's where I find myself at this juncture, with the disappearance of one of the people I thought was my pillar to lean on. I find myself as though paralysed, because I do not know how to proceed, and how to face the future.

All I can do now is to try to put up a brave front, and hope that with time, and perseverance, I will be able to get through it