It is three days to my final exams...and I feel tired, and sleepy, and devoid of any happy emotion...just feel mentally stressed..kinda like brain freeze, but without the cold numbness..
For the past week, I have been sleeping at 3 am, and waking up at 7 am (that's just 4 hours sleep)...just to study for my subjects..marketing especially...cis...I now look like a walking zombie...
I can't even remember anything I've studied about marketing... *sob*
I told myself that I'll try my best to get a distinction, but at the rate I'm going, I'll be lucky to even get a pass... *sigh*
Well, to cheer myself up and lift this melancholic mood, LKC finally got back from KK!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay for me!!! hehe...
Got to meet him the other night, and I had a great time just hanging out with him, doing nothing..I've forgotten how good it felt to be hugged and comforted by him... *happiness* I complained to him about my troubles, how terrified I am of the exams, and it felt good to know that he's there for me whenever I need him...some people say that it's better without a partner, but I beg to differ. I feel that it's just great that there is someone (other than your family) there for you, to pick you up when you're down, laugh with you when you're happy, and be there for you when you need them, but most importantly, someone who loves you for who you are, who doesn't care how you've changed physically, because it's what's inside that counts.
Sometimes, I also felt that maybe I'm better off alone, but when it all comes down to the most important things in life, I wouldn't trade LKC for anything else in the world.
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